Astronaut Reveals Emotional Distress Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the journey.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her background – was buried under the deluge of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had come out of the mission, including spotlight on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of outer space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm established by a Amazon founder.
